what the fuck dude

so first of all im pissed at shit because my brother didnt call me on my birthday right
then he calls me today and i ignore it cuz i was busy
he calls back tonight and i wasnt at my phone
so i call him back
and he is giving me excuses for why he didnt call

WHAT THE FUCK EVER
CARRY THAT BULLSHIT

so then we are talking and im being nice
because im not tryna get into it
we barely talk as it is
and he comes outta no where
and asks me if im doing coke
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS.

ugh, i am so fucking pissed.

As if you haven't hurt me enough in my life
torn my family apart
ruined my relationship with my mom that just recently started to get better
but we finally build up a relaitonship again
after all he bridges you've burned from me
after all the shit you put me through
and after all that i have done for you
and you come at me with some bullshit like that?
and im more mad at the fact that you could take time
to leave me a fucking myspace comment
like every other random person on the internet
but you couldnt fucking pick up a phone
and call your sister
on her birthday

AFTER ALL IVE DONE FOR YOU AND AFTER ALL YOUVE PUT ME THROUH I THINK I DESERVE ATLEAST TWO MINUTES OF YOUR FUCKING TIME.
it's not like you had to waste your whole day with me.
all i wanted was a two minute phone call.
is that too much to ask for?

I have so much built up inside of me over you from the past 5 years
so much ive held back from saying because i didnt want to hurt you
i dont know why i gave a fuck, because you sure as hell dont.

grow the fuck up.
get your life together.
get your priorities in order.


dude whatever





blood is thicker than water
except in this case