Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Don't

take advantage of this.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

RIP JUAN CARLOS

Waterside death is second downtown slaying in 3 days
Posted to: Crime News Norfolk
Juan Carlos Ovalle-Peralta

By Patrick Wilson
The Virginian-Pilot
© March 23, 2009
NORFOLK

Police are seeking a man this morning on warrants charging him with the killing of another man in the Waterside parking garage Sunday morning, the second homicide in the downtown area in three days.

Police on Sunday night identified the suspect as Reginald E. Royals Jr., 24, of the 6300 block of Ardsley Square in Virginia Beach.

Police identified the man killed as Juan Carlos Ovalle-Peralta, 26, of Fairview Street in Chesapeake. A second man was injured.

"My initial thought this morning was... 'Are we not living in a safe environment?' " said Kevin R. Murphy, the president of the Downtown Norfolk Civic League and a downtown resident on Sunday. "At the end of the day, I'm really impressed with the work of the Norfolk police."

Royals was charged with murder, malicious wounding and two counts of use or display of a firearm in the commission of a felony, Amos said. Police did not release his photo because they were still showing it in lineups and did not want anyone to see the picture in media coverage Sunday.

About 2 a.m., Norfolk police were called to the fourth floor of the garage across Waterside Drive from the entertainment complex. Officers found the two victims, one already dead, said Officer Chris Amos, a police spokesman. The second was taken to Sentara Norfolk General Hospital for treatment.

Police said a minor car crash occurred inside the garage, which resulted in a confrontation between the two victims and three people in another vehicle, all of whom were later arrested. The fight escalated when shots were fired.

The three were trying to leave the garage when officers arrived, police said. Police charged only Royals.

Police did not release the name of the injured victim.

Brian Carter, 24, of Suffolk died Thursday after he was shot downtown during an apparent robbery at about 12:30 a.m. He was shot in a parked car in the 100 block of Bank St.

One of the robbery suspects, Marlon D. Sanders, 19, was then shot and killed by a Norfolk police bike patrol officer on Plume Street after he fired a gun at the officer, police said. The officer was near the robbery and heard the gunshots, police said.

Another suspect in the shooting of Carter, Brighton E. Alderman, 18, was arrested and charged with murder and related charges.

Murphy said he's glad the Norfolk police put officers inside some downtown parking garages on Friday and Saturday nights.

He also said the Waterside shooting reaffirms the downtown council's desire to get surveillance cameras in parking garages.

"For two-plus years we've been trying to get the city to put surveillance cameras in the garages," he said.

Safety there, he said, is growing more important because many downtown residents park their vehicles overnight in parking garages.

Pilot writer Lauren King contributed to this report.

Patrick Wilson, (757) 446-2957, patrick.wilson@pilotonline.com

Monday, March 23, 2009

I just don't know

what to do anymore.



"I will never forget the way you looked sitting next to me
And how you smiled while we rolled around on the ground
But soon we were alone and it was time to learn your taste
And kiss your lips and grab your waist and feel your hips
Late nights have never been the same
And your words a week later could have killed
But when your heart is gone it sinks into the skin"
-Alex Hovis

Sunday, March 22, 2009

So forgive me
Cause I don't know what to do
When you look at me

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Honestly,

This has all gotten to be really ridiculous.

but without all the yelling and being mad we actually agreed on something and came to a good decision.

We make a good team when we want to.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Isn't it weird how you can be so comfortable around someone and then suddenly feel so very uncomfortable just talking to them?

yeah, I thought so to.
It'll pass.





I don't know what to do..
I need so much more than this.









You're always on my mind...
I'm gonna be just fineeee (:

Thursday, March 19, 2009

STAY OUT

of my life.

Have faith in me

Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
So cling to what you know and never let go
You should know things aren't always what they seem

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Monday, March 16, 2009

Appreciated

All I want is to be appreciated by you.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Funny how time and distance change you

The road you take don't always lead you home....

I feel like I have to write a blog just to get through to you because I can't talk to you any other way due to the fact that you suck at life and wont pick up your phone or respond to a text. It's pretty sad this is what it has come down to but I know you will read this eventually. Probably not for a long time but you know maybe then you will realize what has happened because I don't think you're seeing the bigger picture right now. I've never been so disappointed and let down in my life I don't think. Honestly, I've never been more excited about anything in my life but now I know never to excited like that ever again because being let down hurts so much worse when you were so stoked on it happening to begin with. You're like a brother to me dude and I never thought I'd have to go through all this again, at least not with you.

I feel like I have no idea who you are anymore and you know..at this point I don't care to know. After all these years I never would have thought you would act the way that you have the past 10 days. It's been almost a year since the last time I saw you and while you were here I got a whole TWO hours of your time. I even stayed up half the night just to get that much. It's a good thing I didn't fall asleep waiting around on you since I had got off work that night or I guess I wouldn't have seen you at all. I realize that you have a lot going on in your life right now but uhm...you made a lot of time for Ashley while you were home and yet I, your "lil sis && best friend" got two fucking hours out of ten whole days. What the fuck is up with that? I don't know if this has anything to do with Ashley's sister or what not but if you are going to put a girl before me than you deserve everything that comes your way. I know I sound really mean but uhm...really? I thought I knew you so much better than this. Maybe I would understand more about you not responding to my texts or answering my phone calls or calling me back if you weren't on your phone while you were with me, but you were! I just don't get you anymore. I'm honestly done. It is things like this that are the reason why I have such a hard time trying to commit to anyone. I open up to people and let them in and become close with them and they just find some way to waltz right out of my life, their choice NOT mine. I can't take it anymore. Everyone I've ever cared about has just walked out of my life and you were the ONE person I thought would always be there, always. You said you would, but I guess you lied...just like everyone else. It hurts.... You were like family to me, I put you before my own brother. He's pretty much out of my life I guess you are now too. I can honestly say this came straight out of left field, I was not, in any way, expecting this. I never would have expected this...not from you. How can you just throw away all those years? the past seven years of your life with me? I don't get it. I'm honestly really hurt. I loved you kid, more than anything in this world because you were always there for me, even miles upon miles away because of the air force. I've always been there for you, always and i always would be but I just can't. Not anymore. You've burned your bridges and bridges for other people as well at this point. I'm sure I'm being redundant but truth be told, I don't give a fuck. There is just so much I need to say and want to say but I can't because you don't answer when I call and you don't call me because you are so consumed with other people that you don't have time for me. I don't know what's worse, knowing you are with other people and could careless about spending time with me or not seeing you at all. To be honest, I think I would have rather not known about you coming home at all.

When you read this I hope you realize what is going on and what you've turned this into.

I've never cried over a dude I wasn't seriously involved with before....congrats on being the first and only because I'll never let this happen again.


Who was I kidding? Did I really think we could make it through all the time and distance and still stay close?
Truth be told, yeah...I did...

Anyone who doesn't know you and I and our relationship towards one another would think we've been dating for the last seven years of my life but you know...this is by far way worse than any break up could ever be or has ever been.

I hope you are happy with all the decisions you've made while you've been home and when you go back to Kansas as well...






I mean, who needs a best friend anyways?

Saturday, March 14, 2009

I really just want to move away from here. I want to experience new things. I feel like I'm getting nowhere living here. I really want to travel. Just drop everything here and pack what matters and go from there. Obviously, that really isn't an option right now or anytime soon but a girl can dream.

I just want to get away.
Go to new places with new faces.
Gain more life experiences.

Anyone down to join?

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

What a Fucking Skeeze

I really just need to rant about this.


Maybe I am missing something but what is it with these girls and being the biggest fucking sluts around? I've honestly never understood why you feel the need to fuck everyone you come in contact with. It's not attractive by any means and you wont ever get a half decent guy doing so. I hope you contract an STD you dirty fucking skeeze. I mean really? Who the fuck has sex with multiple people in one day? Can you atleast shower in between? Fuck. It's girls like you that make me sick. You then have the nerve to talk about someone else's actions and behavior when yours is by far much worse?! Get that shit outta here. You have taken things to a whole new level of slut.

Try to keep track atleast. When the baby comes you might want to have some sort of idea who the father is.

You disgust me and I am ashamed to say that I ever associated with you but there is a reason why I dropped you a long time ago.

Grow up and stop lying about every little thing in the world. You are nothing but one big lie, your whole life is. When is the last time you said something with some truth behind it? I am completely disgusted by your filth.

I don't even want my name in your dirty ass mouth but you keep talking and i'll give you something to talk about.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Everything lately is just one big blur

I'm extremely uncomfortable
I need a beach night...













"You'll never even know"
I want to.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

LET GO

of my past

I have, why can't you?

I guess it's easy to just get so use to having someone around but he is gone and has been for almost a year and a half now. Please, this is very uncomfortable for me. I've moved on to someone who is so much better, I just wish you could know who he really is. In due time I guess.

Hopefully things change and soon.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

I feel at one with myself.
It's a nice feeling. (:





Spring Break is next week, thank god. I can't wait for this semester to be done and over.

It's suppose to be really nice out this weekend. Maybe i'll get to use the longboard Branden bought me. (: Stoked on having something different to do with my boo. It's nice to switch it up every now and then. I'm stoked on our weekend trip together, even though we haven't really even talked about it just that we want to do something one weekend. haha It will be nice to get away from everyone and everything and just be alone together for a little bit.

(:

Sunday, March 1, 2009

I've had so much fun this weekend. I never went to radford because someone pulled a bitch move on us but that's ok. I guess it's times like these that people's real selves start to shine through. Regardless, I had a lot of fun going out with the girls this weekend, some I haven't seen in a while. We always go from one party to the next to the next and even being DD with these girls is a good time. haha (: I didn't mind driving at all last night although, the weather did suck.

I miss Branden, a lot. Which is actually a little weird to me seeing as how I just saw him thursday night. This is just different I suppose. I kind of like it. (: I really couldn't ask for a better boyfriend to be honest. <3

I'm so ready for Justin to be home, WEDNESDAY! I miss that kid so much. We will make the most of our time when he is home for a week. He will be here for some of my spring break as well which will make it a little easier to spend time with him. (: I'm just really excited to see him, if you didn't know already. haha

I started redoing my room yesterday. I can't wait until it is all finished. I've spent so much money on it already but i'm excited to buy new furniture and paint and just redesign the layout and look of things. Although Nicole and I were talking about getting a house together soon. There is one that is about to go up next door to Tricia. We would have the best neighbors ever. (: haha We will see what happens with that though. For now I'm just going to try and work on my room at home and see what happens with everything else.

I'm sincerely happy about everything in my life right now. It's a good feeling. (: