I've never been that scared. It's taken a toll on my body. Not only do I have bruises from being grabbed but my entire body is sore from trying to stop what happened. It's still all very blurry to me. I just never thought something like this would happen.
I can't help but feel at fault for it all. After all, it is my fault...that's nothing new, it always is. This time I not only hurt myself or you but someone completely innocent. I feel horrible.
This is when we take time apart. A good amount of time. It sucks, a lot. I constantly think of you and want to talk to you but I just can't. It's not what's right at the moment. Please forgive me but I had to delete your phone number. I kept getting ready to call you and I just don't want to. well, I do but I can't. Not now. I really hope one day we can be at the least friends again.
As far as dating is concerned. I've never been more turned off in my life. I don't want anything to do with anyone of the opposite sex. Just thinking about it makes me sick.
It hurts....
"Just let me close my eyes.
I haven't been this scared in a while.
I'll keep not listening to you.
Even after all you put me through.
Just wake me up when this is over.
Because I can't stand to be like this forever."
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