all good things must come to an end

what if it never got a chance to start?

I just can't continue to live like this. We both have expectations that we want this to live up to and well, we can't help but fall short every time. It's days like today that make me question everything I thought I know, thought I felt...

Maybe Matt was right. Maybe we are wasting time on something that isn't meant to be and we are missing out on what is? All I know is that I am for sure tired of fighting an uphill battle. It has to get easier, it has to. Something has got to give.


Six months or so ago Karen told me "when it's right all this kind of stuff wont happen. It wont be a contant struggle." When does it get easier?