I'm really glad last night happened. I finally broke down, it took enough verbal abuse in one sitting to finally make me break. I've never been so emotionally unstable ever and I don't like it. I need to go find my self esteem because I lost it somewhere along the way. I've never felt so low but I know that I am so much better than that. I learned more about myself in three hours than I have my whole life. It was the worst experience ever but at the same time I needed it.
Never again will I cry because of a boy.
Never again will I let myself be verbally abused.
Never again.
I'm just going to lay low for a while, a long while, and keep to myself. I need to love myself before I can even begin to love someone else. I'm more of a mess now than ever and I need some serious time to clean myself up.
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