The car ride home from norfolk is on repeat in my mind. It plays over and over. I don't ever want to experience anything like it again. For the first time in a long time I was actually .... scared? I guess that is the right word.
I know I can talk to you about anything and everything...it's just a lot harder than that for me. Everyone I care about or ever have has completely walked out of my life so I tend to keep my distance lately. I know I shouldn't let anyone else have anything to do with us...but sometimes it does. I am working on it. I want to be a better person, you make me want that. That moment when I was laying on your couch and you had your arms around me when I was crying about my brother...It really made me feel like this."us" is REAL. It's something I haven't had in a really long time. It really made me realize that I can lean on you when I need to. Not that I ever thought I couldn't because I did but with the way things have been with my "friends" lately it just seemed like nobody really cared. You and I have something that I have never had with anyone and I hope that it's something we both hold on to.
<3
On another note:
I blame myself for this....
I love you and I miss you
Please don't EVER think otherwise.
<3
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