Sorry If I seemed selfish? last night...I just wanted alone time. For the past week it has been nothing but people everyday all the time. I just wanted to be able to hangout and talk about things and such without there being people all over the place. I usually don't mind it, I guess I am just attention needy at the moment. haha I don't know. I just like having you all to myself from time to time. =] I'm really glad we got to talk last night, it was needed. I feel a thousand times better now. Hopefully from here on out things are a lot smoother.

Here's to our future <3


OTHER WORDS:
Really, I am done. I am not going to sit around and just be there when something is wrong or you have nothing better to do. I am done being a better friend to you than you are to me. If I get ditched for a guy one more time...it's over. You need to clean you act up and quick. Are you really going to ruin a friendship with the one person you have called your best friend over some fucking guys? That's not a best friend to me. You aren't a best friend to me. I am just so done with it. All you ever do when I am with you or talk to you really since we never hangout, is bitch about anything and everything or talk about some guy, and it's almost always a different one each time. Oh so and so tried to get in my pants blah blah blah...I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! what the hell is new? Someone is always tryna get in them and you usually let them. Maybe if you didn't act like such a slut it wouldn't occur so often. damn. You have really pushed me and I am to the point where I can't be pushed much longer. I have had it with you and all your bullshit drama and shit. I'm your friend not your therapist but I'm not even really your friend anymore either. Sorry, I just can't, Not anymore.