I hate you for making me feel this way. If I were anything close to being like you I would hate myself too. It almost makes me feel a little better knowing how much you don't like yourself. I don't care how that makes me sound, it's the truth.




ME vs. THE BOTTLE


I've lost the battle time and time again...
I'm falling back into my old ways.

Everything is just so much easier when you are numb.
But I can't do this, not again.




This weekend has sucked all the way around.

I will continue to fight my feelings.

I don't want
to fall in love
to be in love
to love you


I don't want to
but I'm already in over my head...




now what?
I can't possibly tell you how I feel
I can't, I wont
You don't want to know anyways.